So I don't know what to say to this

I can't help it. I can't stand it. I can't change it, and it kills me.

My schedule goes as follows:

Wake up at 6:15

School at 7:30

Meeting at 7:45

Class- 3:30

Marching band- 4-7:30

Home at 8:23

Dinner

Shower

Finally, at like 9:45, I start my homework.

I get to bed at midnight.

Repeat.

I have no idea how I am supposed to do all this and still graduate early. I am not stressed, I am so just so freaking tired. My mind doesn't work sometimes. Like today, in class, I feel alseep after a test. Yesterday, I fell asleep during notes.

And it is SO dumb because in first period, which is my only class with Sar, I don't even see her because we have like 57 people.

RAWRR.

Sorry, thank you for listening to that brief rant.

That is why I am leaving highschool and moving out and growing up.

But, bottom line, I miss you. I can't do this without you. And I feel like I don't see you. Sara, I am so sad (and a little jealous) that I don't even know you this year. I see you and say HI but there is no time to hang out. So we need to remedy this with a sleepover, okay?

I really don't even know what I am doing half the time anymore. I write myself notes and forget halfway through the day that I even wrote them. I have so many thoughts and things and every thing is fall out of the seems.

What can I do?

I need you.

Wait, my stupid online class is started.

I love you. Goodbye.